"You say that I am flawless, true perfection So give me all your drugs, props, money, and connections Pick me up after school, actin’ kinda shady You’re the coolest kid in town, I’m your little lady Your sick and I’m kissin’ him, magical musician, how I’m Drivin’ at the cinema, lovin’ him and lickin’ him He’s my love, the life saver Don’t step on my bad behavior"
Worried. && No one to talk to.
This is why I didn’t want him to go back. :’( He needs to be here and away from the bullshit.
I can’t wait to see him again. :)
And I want soup!
Or lets join the Air Force or Navy…
I think ima apply at Hooters and Twin Peaks tomorrow. Idk yet
I don’t know what you want me to say. That’s yo fam and you’re upset, and obviously when I ask about it it’s not something you wanna talk about, but when I try to change the subject it’s irrelevant and you throw a fit.
I can’t make things better when no matter what I say is not the right thing.
He’s on my mind
He’s the only thing right now that makes me smile
Until I think about our situation
Then my smile fades
This year has been terrible to me, nothing I did went right. I tried to better my life and start a career and somehow it’s been a lie and false hope. Everyone is so big on telling me to be optimistic about everything but there is no way anymore.
I’m done, every ounce of hope has been sucked outta my body.
I’m just tired…
Pretty sure I just wasted the last 8 months of my life and just messed up something I really want. :( Shit is going down hill….