I can’t sleep because I’m hungry and want smores…. Fuck

My 22nd birthday (so in two years) I’m moving to either Atlanta or Dallas…
I need a new surrounding. Asap.

Idk if it’s because I’m two blunts in but I have a “I don’t give a fuck, you lost out on a good thing” attitude.

I’m over being hurt by you. I’m over being hurt all together.

Still the worst heartbreak…. And my guard is all the way up!!

It’s like one bad thing after another. Him and now are really no more. The person I am love with just told me they don’t love me and it wouldn’t work. And guess who just found another break out from this stupid skin infection…
Seriously, if it’s time for me to leave this earth can we please get it over with.
Because I’m fucking miserable…

Sooooo I’m on another antibiotic along with Imitrex for my migraines. One of the side effects for the Imitrex is chest pain…. Not sure how smart it is to take something that can possibly make my already painful chest pains worst.
Oh and if MRSA decides it wants to pop up again it’s new meds and bleach baths for me.
&& I’m banned from school for the next week. Soo yeah, another appointment next week to figure out my chest pain..

All I want is to be happy, health, and have a future with you….

Why does love have to be so hard and painful.

I just wanna cry…. :’(

&& I don’t feel like going to pick up my meds. :’(

The crazy part about all of this is that with what’s going on he has no clue about any of this. And it sucks because I’m scared to tell him…

I wonder, if I’m stuck in the hospital, if he’ll come visit, or who will watch Lizzie….

Fuck….

Got kicked outta school for having fucking MRSA. Ugh…. Doctors appointment tomorrow to get a second look at it && to figure out what’s going on with these migraines and chest pains.
All I’m saying is if I die from this shit can we get it over with because the amount of pain I’m in is getting annoying…